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Saturday, January 28, 2006

\\*rejoicing what's present*//

Life is actually waiting for me to discover the potential it has within.
This past, pretty full week has been quite eventful for another week in my Sec 4 year. The week started with a retreat on Monday and Tuesday after school. Not onli did we get to skip classes, but it was definitely an experience the school has planned for us sec 4s.

The retreat had been bonding sessions within us Sec 4s, and I take it as a stepping stone for us before we move on to a whole new level in our last year in KC. Oh God, whoosh from being new to the school as Sec 1s not too long ago now we're Sec 4s. Not anyone can ingnore the fact we're preparing to take our O levels at the end of the year. Then off we go to a different world altogether.

I'm gonna miss all my friends in KC. The retreat has made all of us realise how each one of us has bonded and made a difference in each other's lives. We sec 4s are going to make this last year rock!!!!!!!!

Gotta cherise each one of my friends, reconcile with each other and make sure each n everyone knows how special they are in my life. I better write those 'hearts' to them all. Try to make the best out of this year for all!

N that retreat has been extra special...cos guess what, mrs teo has sent the 4 of us sms that we got gold for Puan Noor Aishah! Oh my God, it's his doing..we all feel really blessed. From down under going to be disqualified n disappointed faces to getting gold! It's an achievement! We onli made it for bronze last yr, so this yr we're upholding our gold frm the previous yr. Amazing grace. We Sec 4s were shrieking, rejoicing when Valerie started shouting to Erin the good news. Both of them broke down n i juz couldn't believe me ears. I started shrieking too n of course everyone muz have heard or noticed the commotion we caused. I was practically shaking from rejoicing cos of the unbelievable news. Hallelujah! We Sec 4s hu worked our asses off last yr, n to all seniors hu have graduated, YAs hu came back, Guiders, n all the rest of the Guides in the company, gosh, we made it!!

Have to thank God for all the blessings he has given us, especially for this year so far, all the joys n obstacles we're facing or what is to come. Therefore rejoice in what we have. Ooh n i'm glad for all my class Sec 4/7, hopefully we're gonna be even more enthusiastic than ever in working as class together. Just like we did for the Chinese New Year Celebrations.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone! Gong Xi Fa Cai! Though my family doesn't celebrate CNY...I'm just happy that's it's been a wonderful year, n month of January. It's gonna be full of opportunities.

Slipped Away|8:03 PM|

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Saturday, January 21, 2006

\\*in facing what is to come....*//

Homework load ever increasing, and yet I haven't started on any. Left one more day, that is tomorrow, only after church to do them. Other 'so-called' important things comes first?
Guides-related, then audition at church, before being stuck at the library for a few hours without doing any hw? Regrets?
Some yes, some no.

It's always later do we realise of the consequences. But is all lies in the choices we make. Then stick with it. Well, after that, what can we say rite? Being regretful? Doesn't help. Learn to accept it.

It's one of those circumstances, which, well, might have been avoided had we been more careful, wise, n so on, but currently we're in hot soup I can say. I was shocked, surprised, disappointed to hear it. But I have come to terms with it. As long as we know the reason and learn from the experience. As long as we know what we have inside us that make it better. As long as we have someone to share the troubles with. As long as we know we have been right.

I'm sure this year is going to be a rollercoaster of ups and downs ever more steep. I'll ever be ready, I hope. I better be. I'm gonna take all the strength I have to face any obstacles, take any chances, fulfill my goals (must! if not it's gonna be an old routine of same old goals) and make the best out of the year.
I'm gonna fill up as much of my time with whatever I can take in and enjoy. Live for the moment. Then plan better time management for my studies. I'll have to make that decision between JC n Poly (I'm still ever so confused). I've got to get a move on!
And now let's have some fun.
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After I get this poem done. and my other hw by the weekend.

Slipped Away|11:31 PM|

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

\\*written in a new chain of events?*//

Yep, I have deleted previous entries and decided to start afresh, though still on the same site since I want to keep the link.
Now I'm going to have more reflections on life rather than mere utterances of events occuring in life. This is what a journal is meant for. In this case, a blog works as well. I don't have time to write in my diary now, since, well school work n stuff. Busy u know. Maybe I'll make the effort to update on my blog more often.
Dun depend on it.
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Slipped Away|11:34 PM|

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