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Friday, February 24, 2006

\\*a question of 'what if?'*//

What if I had not slept today and gone swimming instead?
I would be exercising and feel more alert! I won't feel so tired. I would make sure I would be fit for NAFTA test. I would be healthier I suppose rather than tied down by stress....

What if I had started learning the guitar by now?
It won't be sitting right there dusty at the corner of the living room n need to tuning.

What if i had focused n written those essay-long answers faster n more accurately?
I won't be here reflecting on those mistakes I've made n wishing I had been much better at my humanities tests especially.
But they're msitakes meant to be learnt frm.

What if I had been managing my time properly and strictly, have a proper study schedule, revise all my work promptly, no watch too much tv, and what else I've been doing currently.....
I won't be sitting here wasting my time. And get more of my sleep. Rather than letting sleep interfere with my afternoons.
I would have been up to date with my work. I would have paid more attention during class. I would know what the teacher is talking about. I would not be left behind in my work.
But then no TV?

What if I had not been complacent n practised more of my A Maths?
Surely I would then know how to do those trigo questions.
I had been dying there at the first part of the paper. There goes an A. or even a B or a C for all u noe.

What if i had not combined my sciences Bio n Physics?
It's possible I might get a distinction for both subjects for O levels. But then...u never know.
Humanities subjects will be going down the drain.
and now I'm taking this huge risk of depending more on my humanities n Pure Chem. Stupid.
Bio-Physics better get me my A1.

But then I'm convinced, i'm convinced. I'm not gonna regret. I'm gonna go ahead n not look back.
N pray hopefully all the best in whatever I'm gonna do.

Slipped Away|11:00 PM|

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